More than a thousand times, I have tried to leave behind
all those long an sleepless nights, all this sadness deep down my tired eyes.
But the past is haunting my dreams, and when I´m wide awake.
I´ll find myself at the end of the road, desperate, abandoned, alone.
Who will guide me through my everlasting hell
when all the misery overwhelms me,
there´s nothing to live for, I´m screaming for help.
Who will carry me from place to place
when I become weak, too tired to sleep.
If you leave me here, I will call this place home.
No, I feel so alone, tell me what have I done wrong
to deserve all of this.
Every time I turned my back on you, you stabbed me.
I´m just helplessly waiting for eternal sleep.
Days are passing I fear the night.
As long as I lie here nothing will change.
I will call this place home, misplaced but well-known.
Only when we silent the echoes around us
we are able to recognize our deepest desire.
Only when we silent more than a thousand echoes around us
we´ll be able to find what we most deeply desire.
On their debut record, the London hardcore upstarts cross-up mosh-ready fare with melancholic ambient passages, weeping guitars, and virtuosic vocal harmonies, but its romantic veneer is much more complicated than it seems. Bandcamp Album of the Day Jan 30, 2019