All I ever wanted was to fix what´s broken.
I´ve put all my trust in this, tried to make it stronger.
All I ever needed was the love that is still incomplete
and left in ruins, every door is leading me to empty rooms.
The more I´ve been waiting for the impossible to happen,
the more I filled my heart with anger, my mind was empty, it tore me apart.
I lied when I said everything is alright,
in truth it was hurting and it still hurts.
I gave you all because you were everything and I was nothing.
You are the first and the last, my heart is like glass,
once it is broken it can´t be repaired, only replaced.
It seems like I´ve been wasting so many years on something that never had a future.
I lived just for the moment and every second made me happy with a spark of hope that this would never end.
All I ever wanted, was to keep this unbroken.
I tried so hard but I couldn´t make it stronger.
All I ever needed, never needed me.
I learned it the hard way but I´m okay, I´m free.
Secretly I always knew that one day we will grow apart.
Until that day I was growing and surpassing myself.
And as the time came to fall into the hole you were digging there was nothing deep enough that could have kept me there.
I was tall enough and the abyss wasn´t deep enough to hurt me.
I have tried to heal a disease that never existed.
I learned a lot from this days, you affected me the most.
Now the distance between us is growing, we were once so close.
On their debut record, the London hardcore upstarts cross-up mosh-ready fare with melancholic ambient passages, weeping guitars, and virtuosic vocal harmonies, but its romantic veneer is much more complicated than it seems. Bandcamp Album of the Day Jan 30, 2019