You meant everything to me and you always will.
Even if you never felt the same and your heart stood still. My attempts to keep you satisfied were all in vain.
I gave you love you gave me only pain.
Nevertheless I think about you every day.
About every kiss I stole from you, your presence made me whole.
I have tried to be perfect, it was never enough.
I was craving for warmth from someone who is not able to love.
It was so obvious but I just ignored the signs
because I felt so comforted drowning in your eyes.
Now I swallow all the hearts that I receive
and I try to replace the broken piece.
But my heart is still broken, to feel nothing keeps me sane.
My eyes are wide open, unavoidable we´ve changed.
We will never be the same. Why hoping for tomorrow? When everything´s already irreversible today.
Once you were my home, a shelter for my heart, the one that gave me hope. Once you were my home.
You wanted more than I could give, more than everything. Even more than our love could suffer, it was perishing. I just want you to know, that nobody will love you more than me. You´re no longer mine, but I want you to be happy.
Nevertheless I can´t forget you anymore.
I remember every single moment, that we have spent together.
I have denied to be perfect, you just pushed me away.
You couldn´t give me the warmth I was craving for, when I was cold.
You left me with no home, a broken heart and I lost hope.
You never know what you have until it´s gone.
And I haven´t seen you since, the time moves on.
It moves so slow in the unknown.
On their debut record, the London hardcore upstarts cross-up mosh-ready fare with melancholic ambient passages, weeping guitars, and virtuosic vocal harmonies, but its romantic veneer is much more complicated than it seems. Bandcamp Album of the Day Jan 30, 2019